Showing posts with label past lives. Show all posts
Showing posts with label past lives. Show all posts

Thursday, November 29, 2012

exquisite description of Lightworker's from New Mexico Lightworkers

Our Facebook friends over at New Mexico Lightworkers (renamed Golden Age Lightworkers) posted this exquisite description of lightworkers today that we'd like to share with everyone because it really does capture the character & soul of Lightworkers. 

We'd also like to remind you all that finding support and others who are "like you" is much easier now than it has ever been in the past --- you can connect with other lightworkers from around the world in the virtual world often easier than you can IRL (in real life). ;> Come join us in Facebook, on Twitter, and in blogs, and if you're close enough to some seminars or workshops I encourage you to go and experience them. They are often very moving as many old souls "recognize" each other and during group meditations when the energies are at their highest (groups pool their energies for more intense work that cannot be done alone) there are many from the other realms who also pop in to say "hi, hello," and "greetings." You'll meet those you need to and those who need to connect with you in very serendipitous ways during those workshops (usually sitting by or near you), and if you carpool or share a motel room with someone that will also be someone you're supposed to connect with for some very specific reason. :)  
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‎The Lightworker’s Identity 
Lightworkers are souls who carry the strong inner desire to spread Light – knowledge, freedom and self-love – on Earth. They sense this as their mission. They are often attracted to spirituality and to therapeutic work of some kind.

Because of their deeply felt mission, lightworkers often feel different from other people. By experiencing different kinds of obstacles on their way, life provokes them to find their own unique path. Lightworkers are nearly always solitary individuals, not fitting into fixed societal structures.

The reason we use the word "lightworker" despite possible misunderstandings is because it carries associations and stirs memories within you that help you remember. There is a practical convenience to it as well, since the term is frequently used in your current spiritual literature.

Historical roots of lightworkers:

  • Lightworkers carry within them the ability to attain spiritual awakening faster than other people. They carry inner seeds for a rapid spiritual awakening. With regard to this, they seem to be on a faster track than most people, if they choose it. This again is not because lightworkers are in any way “better” or “higher” souls. They are, however, older than most souls presently incarnate on Earth. This older age should preferably be understood in terms of experience rather than time.
  • Lightworkers have reached a particular stage of enlightenment before they incarnate on Earth and start their mission. They consciously choose to become entrenched in the “karmic wheel of life” and to experience all forms of confusion and illusion that go with it.
  • They do this in order to fully understand “Earth experience.” This will enable them to fulfill their mission. Only by going through all stages of ignorance and illusion themselves will they eventually own the tools to help others achieve a state of true happiness and enlightenment.
  • Lightworkers stood on the eve of humanity’s birth on Earth. They took part in the creation of man. They were co-creators of humanity. In the process of creation.
  • Before we go into this particular history, we will name a few characteristics of lightworker souls which generally distinguish them from other people. These psychological traits do not uniquely belong to lightworkers and not all lightworkers will recognize all of them as theirs. By drawing up this list, we simply want to give an outline of the lightworker’s psychological identity. With regard to the characteristics, outer behavior is of less importance than inner motivation or felt intent. What you feel inside is more important than what you show outside.
Psychological characteristics of lightworkers:

  • From early on in their life, they feel they are different. More often than not they feel isolated from others, lonely and misunderstood. They will often become individualists who will have to find their own unique ways in life.
  • They have trouble feeling at home within traditional jobs and/or organization structures. Lightworkers are naturally anti-authoritarian which means that they naturally resist decisions or values based solely on power or hierarchy. This anti-authoritarian trait is present even if they seem timid and shy. It is connected to the very essence of their mission here on Earth.
  • Lightworkers feel drawn to helping people as a therapist or as a teacher. They may be psychologists, healers, teachers, nurses, etc. Even if their profession is not about helping people in a direct manner, the intent to contribute to the higher good of humanity is clearly present.
  • Their vision of life is colored by a spiritual sense of how all things are related together. They consciously or subconsciously carry memories within them of non-earthly spheres of light. They may occasionally feel homesick for these spheres and feel like a stranger on Earth.
  • They deeply honor and respect life which often manifests as a fondness for animals and a concern for the environment. The destruction of parts of the animal and vegetable kingdoms on Earth by human doing invokes deep feelings of loss and grief in them.
  • They are kind-hearted, sensitive and empathic. They may have trouble dealing with aggressive behavior and they generally experience difficulties in standing up for themselves. They can be dreamy, naive or highly idealistic, as well as insufficiently grounded, i.e. down-to-earth. Because they easily pick up negative feelings and moods of people around them, it is important for them to spend time alone on a regular basis. This enables them to distinguish between their own feelings and those of others. They need solitary time to touch base with themselves and with Mother Earth.
  • They have lived many lives on Earth in which they were deeply involved with spirituality and/or religion. They were present in overwhelming numbers in the old religious orders of your past as monks, nuns, hermits, psychics, witches, shamans, priests, priestesses, etc. They were the ones providing a bridge between the visible and the invisible, between the daily context of Earth life and the mysterious realms of the afterlife, realms of God and the spirits of good and evil. For fulfilling this role, they were often rejected and persecuted. Many of you were sentenced to the stake for the gifts you possessed. The traumas of persecution left deep traces within your soul’s memory. This may presently manifest as a fear of being fully grounded, i.e. a fear to be really present, because you remember being brutally attacked for who you were.
  • When lightworkers have made their way through the karmic burden, which means to release the need for power in any way, they will realize that they are essentially beings of light. This will enable them to help others in finding their own true selves. But first they have to go through that process themselves. This generally demands great determination and perseverance on the inner level. Because society feeds them values and judgments which often go against their own natural impulses, many lightworkers have gotten lost, ending up in states of self-doubt, self-denial and even depression and hopelessness. This is because they cannot fit into the established order of things and they conclude there must be something terribly wrong with them.

What lightworkers have to do at this point is to stop looking for validation from the outside – from parents, friends or society. At some point in time, you who are reading this will have to take the momentous leap to true empowerment, which means to really believe in yourself and to truly honor and act upon your natural inclinations and your inner knowing.

We invite you to do so and we assure you that we will be with you every step of the way – just like you will be there for others on their way in the not too distant future.

Saturday, December 10, 2011

when past lives come calling...and darkness attacks...the Holy Zohar can protect

As you become brighter and hold more and more light, don't be surprised if you attract unwanted attention or if you start bumping into people in your "day job" life that give you the creeps, make you uncomfortable, or just generally freak you out---and you're not sure why.


The first time this happened to me was several years ago. I had a new boss dropped on me in a most disturbing way and his energy just totally FREAKED me out for no logical reason. I'd never met the man before. Didn't run in the same circles and didn't even live in the same time zone. But it got so bad I had to call one of my mentors (the master who taught and trained me for my Usui Reiki Master Teacher & Karuna Reiki Master Teacher certs) for a session to see what was going on.


This mentor of mine did a healing session on me and used her very specific gift to tap into my energy body and see what was going on. And what she picked up was amazing! Apparently this new boss & I had a past life together.... where I ran the entire business and he took the credit...and he also was doing some shady things w/ the money that he let me take the fall for. In that life, I ended up in prison and actually starved to death in there because of this person who was now my boss. 


Having the session and clearing much of the old energy associated with that life helped tremendously. It also gave me a reason for why my gut did not like or trust this person, and a reason to make sure that any verbal/phone instructions where followed up in e-mail. 


This person was not my boss for long and was gone within 6 months... on to a new company. I got to help interview and select my next boss and things were calm and fine for the next ~18 months. Then this boss also quit and moved on to another firm.


In the meantime, another boss (my bosses boss who was a senior VP) appeared, and again my freakometer went off. In a different way. The previous one who freaked me out thought he was smarter than he was. This one was not only slimy but also very smart. That made him extremely dangerous. So my red alert status went to always ON and I bought a digital voice recorder so I could record phone calls if needed because this one also preferred phone calls to e-mail, where I would have an audit trail.


Things went on for a few weeks. And we had a run in over an integrity issue. A few weeks after that, another run in over one of my team (I was again providing basic PM and supervisor functions) who could not afford to float the money for a trip from the East Coast to New Mexico for an emergency trip that was required by the client. (In my mind, employees should not have to float expenses for the company they work for, but it was standard procedure for employees to do that for this company and then get reimbursed w/o the interest they would have to pay to their own credit card companies....grrrrr.)


Well, I got the advance and most of the expenses billed directly to the company, but he still had to float the car rental.  Funny thing was, though, I came down with a migraine that kept me from work for 2 days.


Now don't get me wrong....I've had plenty of migraines before. In my 20s hormones kicked them off monthly. As I grew older, they tended to be kicked off by stress. Now, I'm not going to share my age w/ you (;>) but let's just say my hormones are on the other end of the spectrum now from where they were in my 20s.  And the other thing I noticed was that this migraine didn't follow the same pattern ALL of my previous migraines had followed.  So I made a couple of phone calls, the first to my mentor again who tapped in and said "it's not you....it's coming from outside you. Call" and she named another mentor (in the same center) I'd been doing spiritual training with. 


Now this is where it gets weird (as if this entire entry isn't weird enough already). This mentor is also a gifted clairvoyant. I went in to see her and we settled in and she asked what was going on. Oddly enough, what came from my mouth (because my brain was thinking it was just some empath feeling) was "a couple of weeks ago I had this migraine, but it wasn't like any other migraine I've ever had."  And I described how I felt when this weird migraine was coming on. Then we went from there, tracking down what was different in my life... and what new people had entered my life.


Come to find out, one of HIS past lives was attacking ME! Even this spiritual teacher said that was extremely rare, but that's what it was. 


We didn't really know each other in this past life---but we knew OF each other. He was a very powerful, dark... some would say magician. Others would say sorcerer. Choose your own term---he was practicing dark arts with his talents and controlling people w/ energetic implants. "Mind control" is what those who weren't fully aware were calling it. 


In that life, I had a small group in much the same way I was now the super of this small group and I protected them from him the way I was now trying to protect my team from him.


The strange way the migraine come on was because this past life was attacking my crown & 3rd eye chakras, as well as my 2nd & 3rd. Think about those attack points for a moment. Crown--blocking the higher, divine energies. 3rd eye---blocking my psychic vision so I couldn't "see" what was happening. 2nd & 3rd chakras ---- self esteem, self confidence, and abundance centers. There was also an energetic implant at the base of my skull. 


She cleared the blockages, then tried to clear that past life of his and send it into the light. It refused to go and continued attacking me and trying to set the blockages & implants back in. She gave me some affirmations to say, which helped and finally pulled out her copy of the Holy Zohar and gave it to me to hold.


I'd never heard of this Zohar book, let alone seen one. I'd heard of the Kabbalah, but didn't even realize this little book was from it.  She explained a bit. (Update: she had a pocket-sized Pinchas that contains all the portions of the Zohar concerned with protection and health.)


The Zohar contains parts of the Kabbalah. You don't have to be able to read it to benefit from it. Just hold it. I did...and opened it and saw it was in Hebrew? (Later I'd discover it's in Aramaic. A very special flavor of Aramaic. The language in use in Jerusalem when the Christ walked the Earth. I'd also find out later that the Zohar contains those parts of the Kabbalah that address healing and protection.) 


She went on....it's cleared most of it in the little time you've been holding it. And you're going to need to use all of your spiritual protection tools because it won't go. 


That past life has caused him problems in this life. (Yes, he's still extremely controlling.) And someone in this life also asked for this healing (even though the trouble making life would not leave).  Get a copy of the Zohar. It's not expensive, it's like $10 and keep it in your bag with you. And use everything else you know to protect yourself as well. Use the affirmations ("I am filled with divine light. I am filled with divine truth. The Truth and the Light protect me.") At the time, I told her all I picked up intuitively from this guy was "dark cloud" or "black cloud."  And she nodded. She told me to keep looking and as I got stronger, 'you'll see more and more what he really is." Then she sent me on my way.


I *did* feel better. Lighter. Easier. And as soon as I got home, I went to Amazon and ordered a copy of the Zohar. I also found electronic copies of it and downloaded one at work and one at home. The electronic copy (in Aramaic) doesn't pack near the energetic wallop the print version does, but it helped keep me clear until it arrived. When I felt drained, I'd pop up the PDF version & scroll to a page that felt "right."


Then about a week after my print copy arrived, I was looking for more Zohars because I wanted to place some in various places:  the car, the night tables in the bedroom, etc. and I ran across this site that also had 72 name rings. And I ordered the last protection ring she had. At the time, I didn't know it was the last one. She told that later when I tried to order a second one. :) The protection ring contains 5 of the 72 names of God in Hebrew. The 5 names most associated with the protection of God. (Update: the ring contains the one name most associated with protection 5 times.)


So, that was my introduction to the power of Zohar and the 72 names of God. A pretty powerful introduction. I haven't been troubled since, and in fact my 3rd vision has been getting stronger. I sleep w/ a Zohar and meditate each morning and evening with it. I even try and grab a few minutes at lunchtime with it. I can't read Aramaic, but I hold it and open it and let it rest on my 3rd eye and heart, it's light literally BLASTING into my soul. And my 3rd eye is strong enough now to "see" this man for what he really is. And it's not pretty. In fact, the "eye" that stares back at me when I look his direction during these meditation times contains a vertical pupil. It's reptilian.


If you want to get your own Zohar, here are some resources:  
It's only in the last 10 years that the Kabbalists have been freely sharing their knowledge. And I for one am eternally grateful that they are.  :)

until next time.... stay in the Truth & the Light :)